Well this is almost 02.00 in the morning n’ I couldn’t sleep at all!!! I don’t know what cause this exactly, it could be the Milk-Coffee branded B***y I drink earlier or it’s because right now I’m surrounded by many computer with enough noise (sound) so I can’t even heard the sound of cricket outside (yeah like there are some crickets outside nowdays… :D) n’ right now my laptop speaker produces some Rock n’ Roll sound from a band called The S.I.G.I.T, yup that’s one of my favorites’.
Right now I’m not really sober (hey… I’m not drunk though!) I rather in between. N’ believe it or not I think about what I’m already done n’ what I’m going to do next in this pathetic little life of me. I did something I really regret most but there are things I really proud about me… I don’t want to mention it anyway he2….
I’ve met a lot of successful persons, but somehow even though I inspired (at least in my thought so) I can do nothing about it. That’s “sensation” happen in just a few hour or 2 days at most n’ I come back in “reality”. Yeah it’s just like a dream to me, but hell yeah… sometime a man need his dreams come true or he could end up in “depression” or some place where the he stand on the edge. It seems like my mind play a trick to it’s master n’ the strange thing is the master feels safe with this!!!
Arghhhhhh… let me finish this, I really don’t like being such a whine!!!
(mencoba menulis dengan bahasa inggris, namun apa daya grammar acak-kadut :p )